我能拨开心中的云雾见蓝天吗？ Am I Able To Clear The Clouds Within My Heart To See Blue Sky?

 

 

I am feeling down and troubled.
Will I once again see the blue sky after the clouds and fog have parted?
Will everything get back on track, back to normal after a period of hardship?
Will I be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel?

 

  

 

 

Somehow recently, feeling very disorder, the mood is very unstable, sometimes good and sometimes bad
There are many work related matters waiting for me to solve.
There are many frustrating family issues waiting for me to face.
There are many complicated personal things waiting for me to deal with.
I have to exercise maximum restraint and refrain from thinking about them, all letting nature take its course. But the more I deliberately do not want to think of those annoying problems, the more stubbornly they have been lingering around my mind.
At night, once the eyes are closed, those problems start to circulate around my brain.
Once open my eyes in the morning, those problems began to surface in front of me again.
Those annoying problems, like the layers of clouds, start thickening, and make me feel so depressed and restless, such as wave-like approach to me, feeling breathless.
This group of fog, brought a great sense of sadness to me. This sadness starts to breed in my mind, quickly spread to the whole body.
That afternoon, felt so restless and bored, just did not feel like doing anything but looking out of the window.
Outside the window, saw the sky was cloudy, overcast sky, like a storm coming.

After a while, I saw the ray of sunshine, were struggling to clear the cloud layers, pushed its way out to brighten the sky.
All of a sudden, feeling a slight warmth of the sun flows into my heart. The forecast heavy rain did not come, instead the sun cleared the clouds, blooming a smiling face.
Soon enough, the sky started to become sunny, and was replaced by the blue sky with beautiful white clouds.

The sun has always been staying in its original place, just for the time being covered by thick layers of clouds.
The sky has always been so blue, just for the time being painted into dull color by the dark clouds.

I think, that sky within my heart should also be blue. It may be temporary covered by thick clouds and feeling breathless.
I should try, like that struggling ray of sunshine behind the clouds, to clear my mind of the clouds, so that my heart will always be a bright sunny day.
I know if I still continue to shrink in one dark corner of the soul, even if the sun is shinning brightly outside, will not warm my heart.
The question is, am I able to make it?
Can I clear away the thick layers of clouds by myelf? Or instead I am being covered by more dense cloud, and make that sky within my heart become more gloomy?
I really do not know. . .
Who can tell me, or rather who I can talk to?
I really do not know. . .