I 'm really sick of what's going on with my life.
I'm both physically and mentally tired, just do not know how long I can still hold on ...
I need 玲‘s advice and booster again...
I bought this T-Shirt, is it true that sometimes life is not so fun but it won't be so terrible?
As mid last week just back from Indonesia after ore than 2 weeks stay there, thought at least for next 2 weeks, I would not be traveling, thus replenished my fridge and bought these 2 Lilies on Monday evening after work.
Yesterday took medical leave and was back to office this morning. 谁知道, 我有如被剑刺伤的戴罪羔羊，The Australian staff don't want to support, the Holland staff don't want to go, thus I was being arrowed to be the scapegoat to be sent to Australia tomorrow morning to look into some production issues at customer site of the product and system which I had not been touching for more than 1 year after company reorganization.
With such short notice, I need to pack the luggage, settle some personal matters, dig out previous information regarding the product and customer environment, clear the food stuff inside the fridge and also there goes my lily ... :(
You need a less stressful job, Dreamz.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear that life is so difficult for you. I don't know what I can do, but I'm here. I love you.
well, you chose an exciting life.
ReplyDeleteenjoy it to the fullest!
you only got ONE.
in comparison, - think of the two lilies...
I wished I had a job!
Thanks, Ulla.
ReplyDeleteI am also serious thinking of that, will see how things go next year, may quit the job, take a rest and find a less stressful job or whatever god leads me to.
Thanks to you sunny boy.
ReplyDeleteright, life, I got only one, might not enjoy to its fullest, but I would not let it be empty nor fill with regrets.
FIRST: find a new job;
ReplyDeleteTHEN: quit the old one.
I wish you success (with a bit of luck).
Enjoy the Holidays!
sunshine,
Winand
Dreamz, there's a saying that when God closes a door behind you, he opens at least one in front of you. The latter part is true. The first - sometimes we have to close the door behind us ourselves; we are keeping it open while God wants to close it, for security, people-pleasing, whatever.
ReplyDeleteQuit that job, it makes you sick. There will be another. Have faith.